Healing

Time has passed and Years have gone by…
But the scar you left in my heart never did Die!
It GREW, and it ate up my whole self
Until I was no more and there was only the Scar.
The Scar was all there was, I had no place to go
It Engulfed me. Put thoughts in my head,
It made me think of all sorts of things about Me
I was never there only the Scar.
It hurt, Oh so Terribly!!!
Everyday passed by with me being cramped in a Corner
In that space which I was trying to protect from the Scar,
I cried, I fought, for Nothing!
For every time I come out
There it was! Looking at me,
As a beast ready to pounce on its prey.
I was no more and there was only the Scar.
Until one day,
When My Creator made me Realise
All it took for the scar to leave its throne,
Was FORGIVENESS!
Forgiveness! The VERY WORD brought Hatred into my heart
I did not want to Forgive!
I wanted to KILL that Scar by killing the cause of the Scar
But My Creator was patient;
He waited...
Waited, until His creation quietened........
Then PEACE settled, amidst the torment
The Czar of my body fled, I was still;
So still...I was in CONTROL!!!
I was given the option to decide:
To love and live,
To Love again.
My creator, My Friend,
Me He Freed from the torment
I did NOT have to run!
I did NOT have to hide!
There was just Me and My Creator
There was peace taking over me...
It Engulfed me. It took over!
But I was in CONTROL with my Creator by my side.